Finally everything is settling in now or I have to pretend that its settling in .......whatever it is, I am assuming that its much more settled than my early days here..
HR test went fine....although its a common answer after each test:), the result will tell the whole story.....
Last moment study always pay.....this is what I think.....(but I know this is what every other student thinks...) so the test came out good...... followed by a finance class.....now this is something stupid....test and then class....
I have made some new friends here.....as they say...friends are always like minded....so i am trying to figure out that if we are friends then what is the common factor.....I am sure there must be some/any, as otherwise we wont be even talking to eachother...
Last night's samosa and pakora party was great....with some aloo bukhara chutnii...yummy yum yumm!!!!!!
I wanted to thank my friend for the treat, but then I thought that I always say..NO SORRIES & THANKS IN FRIENDS..
But I decided to say thanks, but damn....my cell's battery went down when I tried to send the sms....so I had to recharge it....and then after abt 1 hr I was able to send a sms just to thank for the nice ride home and samosas and pakoras.....forget to tell that 21st Nov is not too far away....
So looking forward to 21st Nov..........................
by the way I have marketing test coming up tomorrow...so i better do some preps.....
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Today
It was 10:00 pm and i was walking back home from the bus stop then i thought, why am I here.....just to walk back home alone and when you haven't really have the home, its just a place to sleep only if you are lucky enough to have it too.
Anywayzzzz,
After prayers my mate had to get the ticket as he was flying back to Pakistan in emergency....so send some time with him, going here and there for his ticket....and as usual he was having some idiotic problems....mainly lacking in resources.
Luckily he got all his problem solved and he flied to Pakistan.......
In the mean time, I stayed at home alone
answered some phone calls but they increased my desire to fly back home just to see the faces of my loved ones...
just for once but tough luck.....!!!!!!!!
but there always a next time as one of my teacher says........
so it was sofa and me with my laptop playing "What is love" from One Night At Roxbury......at the loudest volume may be to cope with my frustration of being alone on this day.......
Clouds covered the sky and it started drizzling, lasting for only 5 minutes....and the time was 5:00 pm..
I was dying to go out, to lessen up the frustration of being alone.......
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10:00 pm...way back home alone....
NO THE MEMORIES WERE ACCOMPANYING ME >>>>THUS THE WALK TO BACK HOME WAS ENDED WITH A SMILE
Eid day was over......
Anywayzzzz,
After prayers my mate had to get the ticket as he was flying back to Pakistan in emergency....so send some time with him, going here and there for his ticket....and as usual he was having some idiotic problems....mainly lacking in resources.
Luckily he got all his problem solved and he flied to Pakistan.......
In the mean time, I stayed at home alone
answered some phone calls but they increased my desire to fly back home just to see the faces of my loved ones...
just for once but tough luck.....!!!!!!!!
but there always a next time as one of my teacher says........
so it was sofa and me with my laptop playing "What is love" from One Night At Roxbury......at the loudest volume may be to cope with my frustration of being alone on this day.......
Clouds covered the sky and it started drizzling, lasting for only 5 minutes....and the time was 5:00 pm..
I was dying to go out, to lessen up the frustration of being alone.......
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
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.
10:00 pm...way back home alone....
NO THE MEMORIES WERE ACCOMPANYING ME >>>>THUS THE WALK TO BACK HOME WAS ENDED WITH A SMILE
Eid day was over......
Monday, October 23, 2006
What is this? Truth, Future, Hate, or Confusion.
Do you ever pause and wonder whether anybody cares? Do you ever think, "Does anybody understand what goes inside the real me? Does anyone know my deepest heartcries?" Do you ever wish there was somebody you could be yourself with and not have to pretend?
Do you wonder if anybody out there understand the confusion you feel, or just how hard the life can be sometimes? Especially when you look ahead to the future, -The Future?
You feel like, "Where are we heaading anyway? Seems like the world's in the fast lane - destination unknown!!" Do you ever look around, ???
Even wonder about all this when you're alone in your bed at night? Or may be when you're sitting in the class? Or at work? Or when you're struggling just to make it though another day?
May be you'd rather not think about it. You don't have time or you don't have the answers and it seems easier to keep going and keep putting it out of your mind. Yet deep down inside you can't quite shake the feeling of "What's wrong with this picture, anyway?
Ever feel lost sometimes? Or confused, lonely, frustrated, scared? But you can't let on to anybody,- That wouldn't be cool, right?
Then again, cool or not cool, you still have these moments and you don't know what to do about it.
So you try to be happy and have a good time with your friends. But the things you think will make you happy just don't fill that empty feeling deep inside of you....
Do you ever imagine what it's like for a guy or a girl your age who lives on the other side of the world? Lifestyles are at such extremes! some folks are flying high, racing down the information highway, surfing cyber space while others are sweating it out in the fields, slaving away.....
Do you ever had those times when you wish you could just stop the world and get off?
Do you ever wonder about the other guy? Is he happy or is he same as you? Does he or she have the same fears and tears, thoughts and feelings as you? Do you ask yourself whether he or she really understands you and cares about you?
Do you ever feel like the world is jam packed with so many voices, so many people talking, talking, talking, but you can't quite figure out what they're saying? You hear someone say that they know the answers, but thy don't seem any happier than you are. Deep down they're just as you are. So who's to know? Is there anything that can heel the heartache you feel inside?
Is there something that you can hold on to, something solid, something that can save your dying spirirt before it fades away into oblivion?..........
Do you wonder if anybody out there understand the confusion you feel, or just how hard the life can be sometimes? Especially when you look ahead to the future, -The Future?
You feel like, "Where are we heaading anyway? Seems like the world's in the fast lane - destination unknown!!" Do you ever look around, ???
Even wonder about all this when you're alone in your bed at night? Or may be when you're sitting in the class? Or at work? Or when you're struggling just to make it though another day?
May be you'd rather not think about it. You don't have time or you don't have the answers and it seems easier to keep going and keep putting it out of your mind. Yet deep down inside you can't quite shake the feeling of "What's wrong with this picture, anyway?
Ever feel lost sometimes? Or confused, lonely, frustrated, scared? But you can't let on to anybody,- That wouldn't be cool, right?
Then again, cool or not cool, you still have these moments and you don't know what to do about it.
So you try to be happy and have a good time with your friends. But the things you think will make you happy just don't fill that empty feeling deep inside of you....
Do you ever imagine what it's like for a guy or a girl your age who lives on the other side of the world? Lifestyles are at such extremes! some folks are flying high, racing down the information highway, surfing cyber space while others are sweating it out in the fields, slaving away.....
Do you ever had those times when you wish you could just stop the world and get off?
Do you ever wonder about the other guy? Is he happy or is he same as you? Does he or she have the same fears and tears, thoughts and feelings as you? Do you ask yourself whether he or she really understands you and cares about you?
Do you ever feel like the world is jam packed with so many voices, so many people talking, talking, talking, but you can't quite figure out what they're saying? You hear someone say that they know the answers, but thy don't seem any happier than you are. Deep down they're just as you are. So who's to know? Is there anything that can heel the heartache you feel inside?
Is there something that you can hold on to, something solid, something that can save your dying spirirt before it fades away into oblivion?..........
Her first sight.....
When I enter
saw her uneven hair
resting on her shoulders
eyes so deep, filled like an ocean
with a slim smile at her lips
she welcomed me
with the pink satin shimmering in her black coat
covering her sheer elegance in the executive class
and when she turned
her hair danced at her shoulders and fall around her cheeks
with her pendant and earrings accompanied
bracelets wriggled and blue watch shined
taking m out of my dreams
asking where were I...
and then come the time to depart
the ultimate journey we are here for
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