Moments..

The life is stuck in between your YES or NO, leaving everything at the cliff, hanging in the mid-air.
All the dreams were gone leaving everything wide eyed leaving the slight of hope with the mix of despire. It wasn't you, it wasn't me but still someone somewhere taking care of our dreams and putting together the broken glass.

Our destiny was same but we were following different paths because we dont want to see eachother, but you cant leave your shadow behind you.

All my wounds were healed as time passed away but still when I go back to my memories, you are always there as my shadow but then I recalled a quote that, shadows dont come when you are in the dark, and they will not leave you in the light, but I say that shadows are always with you, you just cant see them in the dark.

I went everywhere just to get you out of my mind but couldn't do it as you were not only in my mind, this thought made my life difficult.
All the promises went invain, nothing was left.

"...I'm no angel, but please don't think that I can't cry..." inspire by bat_zion

Journey

I have no complains with my fate, as I already know that to get something I had to loose something and which is happening but I cant complain even if I want to. Its been a long and tiring journey where I know that I cant find any companion but still I am looking for it. During my journey I met alot of people, places and became the part of many events which helped me in finding my self. I mastered the weather, I mastered the winds, I mastered the water yet to master myself. Every moment is unaware of the next, I never wanted my journey this much full of risks making my destiny more and more difficult but in the same time making me tough, but is it really making me tough or meltimg me down?

I am neither a star nor a moon then why people become covetous, I cant steal anything from them infact they have stolen my radiance leaving me in the darkness all alone.

I have lost my peaceful sleep somewhere in the journey and yet I have dreams knocking at my door.

Should I let them in...............................?

Fun Time

Finally the mids are over...ooh time to relax now...
But no, loads and loads of assignments....but I can't even complain for this as this why I am here...not to enjoy the typical english weather,,,,Ah..!

Had a nice day yesterday, started with the HR result confirmed after some mess, which had almost made sure that i haven't got through the mid, but it was a little misunderstanding which was cleared after sometime..
So the boring HR class was started and everybody went in their dreams....

The 2nd class was of xtrnl mktg...which was called off ..why.. cuz the lec asked us whether we want to have a class or not...we said no ..it was chill time...
So we decided to get something to eat and this was the worst thing as everyone was different things...and then what...we ended up on having chicken tikka and nan...
but it was damn too good with some chilli sauce n mayo....the frnd of mine....ooh what to say..she just want typical pakistani chillified thing to eat..but untill now we haven't find such kinda thing...hopefully we'll find something like this or even close to this....
So the eveing ended with some full stomach...and plans for saturday...

Post Presentation Party

Our group went first..although one member of our group was missing initially but he come after 5 minutes.....so its all set to go....
we started with a few hickups....mouse not working..although we've checked it before..but this happens.....GREAT THINGS ARE ALWAYS DONE IN HICKUPS.....

In came my turn...i was pretty nice..infact no butterflies in the stomach and dryness in the mouth...and then the other group members......it was all terrefic...
The idea for going first came because we wanted to put the burden off our shoulders as soon as possible and secondly we wanted ourselves to be the trendsetters(i know its sounding a bit awkward) not the followers.....we were satisfied and were thinking around 60%....

So all groups went with their presentations....group1 was very mucch aggressive initially...but as their presentation went on...they went down too...

Group 6 was nice...everyone was impressed but unity was lacking...
Group 4 was same like group 6...no specifics..
Group 5 met with the toughest part of their luck.....no prep...no rehersals...nothing.....

The only group which we thought can give us the tough time......Group 3....
Approach was there.....technical stuff was there...skills were there....the only thing missing ...LUCK...

Finally the results came out and What...!
we got the highest 74%......Hurray...!!!!!
At first we didn't believe ...... but we had to...why..cuz..

WE WERE JUST THAT DAMN GOOD.....!

OPSMAN

13:26, Lab6

Half an hour left in the opsman presentation......
Although its not that difficult but we have made it very difficult indeed and nobody knows why and how this happened as usual...
Everyone is innocent and stranger to the problems but this is usual with every other guy.....

Now dont think that I have mastered my part of the presentation....I'll be revising it after say....15 minutes...
You know last moment preparation.....I am a big fan of it...and I know that you are too..

Checked all my mails, orkut, moodle and still there is lot of time left to study that what I think so I decided to spend some time here......
I think its all done now...I mkust go back to the revision now...as they say there is always the next time ..I am saying this for the blog not for the presentation.....

Best of Luck Adeel.....x

Sunday Morning

Its 12:54pm

Lying on my bed with the laptop looking through the window, all I can see are trees with the mix of brown, yellow and green leaves and dark colored branches....blue sky with the hint of sun and accompanied by the borders of grey clouds.....and dont dont forget the cool breeze making everything in the atmosphere dance....

And these thoughts came to my mind.....for my best friend

You always made me live with the one I am living with and start a new relationship everyday and live with the new things as they come along.
Before anything came between us you were my best friend, the one I used to run to whenever I had something gone wrong, whenever i needed to share something and you used to say that it will be ok and always suggested some nice things that I should do. When I come home at night and lay down my head, all I seem to think about is/was you.
It was you who made me met my life knowing the fact that it could have been you. Although I love her but then what are you to me....What should I do now...
I dont want to go now, leaving everything down the road but I also dont want to stay to see you crying, to see your eyes dreaming in the mid air.
But I really need to get it together.
The situation is getting out of control day by day. I dont want to hurt but I cant even let her go but she may not understand me this is why all of this is going on.
I tried to fight but the feelings were just too strong

Inspired n dedicated...!