Thursday, December 13, 2007

Something Special

SOMETHING SPECIAL

There was a time when I was alone a time when I felt myself lonely when I used to get scare from on goings when I was worried about everything about the surroundings, everything usual every day couldn't become a memory but more like a regular day of my lifeand now it seems something special I used to do with a routine but never thought of something I missed even I used to take a pen with me that I never forgotten any time its still the same but there is something now that is not with me that now it seems something special When she was around I was happy though I am still happy even if she has gone but now the sweet memories is like wine those were used to be grapes once, for me when I had everything and when I was complete that now it seems something special We enjoyed every part, every second and she cried and sometimes made me worried but I know she is sensitive and crazy and there is always a nature no one can change we laughed, we cared, we shared the best time whenever it could be possible to make our time the best that now it seems something special I felt a warmth in her hands before leaving I felt a love forever, I was lazy who couldn't react to stop her, just because I had to respect her respect because she is my love and to respect her so we could understand each other I know she loves me loves me like crazy, but I have some restrictions too to see our best time together and ever I did not want to let her go forever that now it seems something special I believe we will see ourselves together I believe we could share our lives together but to see ourselves happy...we don't want to see others worried we believe in love so there should be more love for us from other people too I know she understands and she can well imagine and I know she is smart to understand that now it seems something special I know she understands that if there is love there should not be any hatred around she loves me and I love her that now it seems something special...........

Thursday, May 24, 2007

New Life

People cry themselves after showing signs of breakup, and when they realise that what they have done, torn them apart...And at that time they look for the new beginning, the new life, the new light in the dark and when they dont get any, there dreams are more shattered...

But why dont they think that dreams only come to life when we close our life, dreams can give the motivation to live but we have to make our life by ourselves.

Coldness increases with nothing to do, building destructive thoughts and nightmares, they just start to walk without knowing their destiny, leaving all the relations behind them in search of there dreams which actually never existed in reality.

They always try to leave their past behind them but their past dont allow them to do so, their life rewinds and the people related with them comes back loving and caring them but they can only be seen cant be touched.

And then we realise we have lost far more as compared to what we have gained...And by then its too late to start a new life.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Never

No matter how much you share, but this is a fact, a black fact as they say...bad memories never go down...infact they increase...

How much the tears flow but they cant even reach the corners of the heart.

Alot was expected, but nothing last forever, everyone departs in different phases of the life.

And then we realise that there is no one expect ourself....booming the loneliness and silence.

It was then discovered that weather does not change in close rooms.

But when things go your way, even then you cant make it sure that happiness will last forever.

There are memories of them in our dreams, but have we ever thought that are we also a part of their dreams.............................................

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

A Chat


How can you see into my eyes like open doors has been added to the conversation.

Qurat-ul-Ain has left the conversation.

- a d e e L - says:
salamz

Qurat-ul-Ain has been added to the conversation.

- a d e e L - says:
Get the greatest MSN nicknames on http://www.msgr-names.com
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
Waleikum As Salam
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
AOA
- a d e e L - says:
walekum assalam
- a d e e L - says:
kaise hain aap log
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
Allah ka shukar hai
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
app sunaien
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
wahan ka mousam kesa hai
- a d e e L - says:
alhumdulillah behtreen hai
- a d e e L - says:
aap dono ko aik pic send kii hai usko accept kerlen
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
g kar li
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
app khuch naya sunaein
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
kiya horaha hai
- a d e e L - says:
bas kya sunayen...
- a d e e L - says:
aaj kal mein apni blog update ker raha hoon
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
acha
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
nice
- a d e e L - says:
oyee sameer accept ker bhai
- a d e e L - says:
bulke kerna shrroh kerdii hai
- a d e e L - says:
aap chk kersaktii hain
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
hm

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- a d e e L - says:
hmm kya ?
- a d e e L - says:
yaar kahan gaye sab log
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
khamoshi key anherey mein
- a d e e L - says:
anherey ?

Transfer of "digi.jpg" is complete.

- a d e e L - says:
khatoon kahan hain aap ?
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
g
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
i was listening to ammi
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
i m here now
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
u tell me abt u adeel
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
kese guzar rahe hai
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
khuch bhii buhat sara random bata do
- a d e e L - says:
alhumdulillah bohut achi guzar rahii hai
- a d e e L - says:
pic dekhi
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
ge
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
wht have u done with it
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
it gives me the feeling of ur metaphysical side
- a d e e L - says:
hayen ?
- a d e e L - says:
define plz
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
well
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
u knw
- a d e e L - says:
me know ?
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
little special things u have which a very few people have
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
like u can see people's auras
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
can see Jin
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
right?
- a d e e L - says:
oho ok ok
- a d e e L - says:
got it now
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
so
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
whn i m tired n really into something, the image go blurry like this one
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
blurry but still makes sense
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
more sense
- a d e e L - says:
aww o ok ...
- a d e e L - says:
got it now...
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
tou app batana pasand karein geay kay app nay eyy kiya kiya aur kiun kiya
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
apni pic kay sath
- a d e e L - says:
bhii
- a d e e L - says:
bas aesi hi aik pic kholi aur usspe kucch effects apply kiye...
- a d e e L - says:
dats it,...
- a d e e L - says:
n then it all depends upon the result ke wat was there in my mind while doing all this
- a d e e L - says:
oye sameer tu kidher hai
- a d e e L - says:
aur kya soch raha hai
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
mein sochnahin parh raha
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
hoon aap looon key conversation
- a d e e L - says:
aapka kya khayal hai pic ke baray mein

..NADIR.. has been added to the conversation.

- a d e e L - says:
Get screen names that suit your mood on http://www.msgr-names.com (it's free)
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
yaar
..NADIR.. says:
walekum salamz annie
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
issey tu mein is mein sarey effects identify karsakta hoon
..NADIR.. says:
& salam my bro Sameer
- a d e e L - says:
nah u cant...
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
Wasalam
- a d e e L - says:
chal ok give a lil try
..NADIR.. says:
abey yaar...
..NADIR.. says:
popo pagal ho gaya hai ya tum loog pagal ban rahe ho
..NADIR.. says:
photoshop pe do-teen layer ka effect hai
..NADIR.. says:
sub loog apni apni baatein kar rahe ho
..NADIR.. says:
ye mere samne bani hai
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
yaar matlub humien bhi pata hai
..NADIR.. says:
is main koi sooch nahe....
- a d e e L - says:
abay yeh jhoot bol raha hai
..NADIR.. says:
bas aik buhat achi tasweer hai
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
opacity kum karkey
- a d e e L - says:
uss waqt tu yeh thaa bhee nahin
- a d e e L - says:
banne ke baad dikhayee hai isko
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
aur blending options sey hota hai
..NADIR.. says:
ye annie kahan gai
..NADIR.. says:
mere anne se pehle tou buhat ajeeb ajeeb baatein kar rahi thi
- a d e e L - says:
abay aesi hi aik picture kholi aur shrrooh
- a d e e L - says:
yeh result aya
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
mein yahein hon
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
reading the convo
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
bolo nbadior
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
nadir
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
how r u my friend?
..NADIR.. says:
main theek hoon ...
..NADIR.. says:
ALLAH ka shukar hai
..NADIR.. says:
bas aaj ka din ghar main farigh guzra tha
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
okays
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
aur iss kay elawa kiya horaha hai
..NADIR.. says:
aik movie dekhi
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
khuch acha aur naya sunao
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
kon si
..NADIR.. says:
THE THIRST
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
whts it abt
..NADIR.. says:
the main theme of the movie was...
..NADIR.. says:
love still remains alive ... even after death
..NADIR.. says:
but its not a romantic movie...
- a d e e L - says:
bhai
- a d e e L - says:
horror movie thee
- a d e e L - says:
vampires ke baray mein
- a d e e L - says:
lekin a tale of love
- a d e e L - says:
aik doosre ka khoon piyo aur vampire bano
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
hm
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
baney key kia zaroorat hai
- a d e e L - says:
lekin story bohut akhri thee bhai
..NADIR.. says:
kuch kuch .... annie ke matlab ki hai ?
- a d e e L - says:
apne iss comment pe roshni daalenge aap
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
hum sub apney apney jaga vampires hain
- a d e e L - says:
abay oo
- a d e e L - says:
yaar mera khayal hai ke aapki kucch arse se neend poori nahin huee hai
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
haan aap key baat bilkul durust hai
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
lekin uska is comment sey koi taaloq nahin hai
- a d e e L - says:
issi liye shayed aapne iss tarah kii baat kii hai
..NADIR.. says:
ja ke sooja sameer
..NADIR.. says:
tumhein neend ki zaroorat hai
- a d e e L - says:
aur annie khatoon aap ke liye aik baat ager aap sirf convo parh rahee hain...tu plz aisa na keren cuz convo baat kerne ke liye hoti hai..agar aapko parhn hi hai tu hum aapko mail kerdiya kerenge save kerke
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
heehhehe
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
hahahehhee
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
bhai mein soch rahee hoon in barey mein kiya javab doon
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
wasey piyar shayad sirf vampires ko he hona chahey
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
ya phir sufiyoon ko
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
jin ki janat paki hoti hai
- a d e e L - says:
yeh kis tarah kii baat kii hai aapne
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
well vampires kabhi martey naho
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
nahi
..NADIR.. says:
hello .. aunty
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
hehehe
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
gee uncle
..NADIR.. says:
aap ka chakar vampire se hai
..NADIR.. says:
hamara nahee
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
hahahaha
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
hehehehe
..NADIR.. says:
tou hum phir piyar na karein...
..NADIR.. says:
ye kaisi baat hoi ?
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
I repeat
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
karo karo
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
we are all vampires in our own right
..NADIR.. says:
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
wasey piyar shayad sirf vampires ko he hona chahey
- a d e e L - says:
abay bhai sameer
- a d e e L - says:
kaise
- a d e e L - says:
hum sab kaise vampire hain apni apni jaga
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
NADIR: i said tht cuz vampires r immortal
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
vampires are vampires not because they are dead or this or that
..NADIR.. says:
okie
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
NADIR: aur tum piyar zaroor karo, its just my thought
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
u dnt have to agree
- a d e e L - says:
phir bhai why vampires are vampires ?
- a d e e L - says:
oyee

..NADIR.. has been added to the conversation.

How can you see into my eyes like open doors has left the conversation.

How can you see into my eyes like open doors has been added to the conversation.

- a d e e L - says:
I got my MSN Names from http://www.msgr-names.com, they're free!

Qurat-ul-Ain has been added to the conversation.

- a d e e L - says:
Get the best screen names on http://www.msgr-names.com
- a d e e L - says:
abay humara modem bund hogaya thaa
..NADIR.. says:
sorry guys...
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
there feeding makes them what they are
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
we are all feeding on something
..NADIR.. has left the conversation.
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
anger rage power
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
hatred etc
..NADIR.. says:
haan tou main keh raha tha
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
its ok
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
welcome
- a d e e L - says:
oo bhai
- a d e e L - says:
phir tu every living being is a vampire
..NADIR.. says:
loo... sameer bhai jazbaati ho gaye
- a d e e L - says:
kya ghatia baat kii hai bhai yeh
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
tu main ney kiya kuch aur kaha
- a d e e L - says:
nahin bai i dnt agree on this
- a d e e L - says:
we are not vampires
- a d e e L - says:
chalo lets talk abt their food
- a d e e L - says:
abay bhai

Qurat-ul-Ain has been added to the conversation.

How can you see into my eyes like open doors has been added to the conversation.

- a d e e L - says:
Get screen names that suit your mood on http://www.msgr-names.com (it's free)
- a d e e L - says:
yaar yeh modem kii fire fire
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
well my friend if you consider it without prejudice
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
you will agree
- a d e e L - says:
abay kis tarah ka prejudice
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
anykind
- a d e e L - says:
inactive members can plz leave this convo
- a d e e L - says:
any kind of wat ?
- a d e e L - says:
can-->may
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
yaar without anykind of prejudice
..NADIR.. says:
hey listen guys..
- a d e e L - says:
but is there any prejudice
..NADIR.. says:
me coming back after maghrib prayers
- a d e e L - says:
how can u say this ?
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
bhii define this prejudice sameer
- a d e e L - says:
oyee i'll be bak in 5-10 mins
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
there is
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
religion fate
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
faith
- a d e e L - says:
tu wat u r saying ke we should keep these things aside n then think..?
- a d e e L - says:
i think u need to rethink wat u jst said
- a d e e L - says:
brb
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
I don't mean you should keep it aside
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
but be neutral
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
we should never keep faith and religion aside because they set our boundaries
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
but should look into every prespective being neutral
..NADIR.. says:
............... me back ...................
..NADIR.. says:
let me read all the billshit from the top..
..NADIR.. says:
oye... kiya likh rahe ho
..NADIR.. says:
insaanon ki zabaan main jawab do
..NADIR.. says:
let the vampire live the way they want to live
..NADIR.. says:
and you keep following the religion you think is the best
..NADIR.. says:
and so what you heart says is right
..NADIR.. says:
and thats the bottom line
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
bhai when did I say not to follow religion
..NADIR.. says:
cos NADIR SHARJEEL said so...
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
following has nothing to do with neutral thinking
..NADIR.. says:
then just dont think too much
..NADIR.. says:
dimagh main ziyada zor nahe dalo
..NADIR.. says:
ye poop kahan chala gaya
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
kyun
..NADIR.. says:
aur annie bhi ghayab hai
..NADIR.. says:
sirf apun dono hain
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
mein soch rahi hoon kay tum kiya keh rahey ho nadir
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
kafi ajeeb hai
..NADIR.. says:
main sirf ye keh raha hoon....
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
zaroori nahi hai jo app ka dil kahey wo har tarhan say sahi ho
..NADIR.. says:
keh let the world go as it is going ...
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
acha and?
..NADIR.. says:
Dil tou hai... lekin aik dimagh bhi diya hai
..NADIR.. says:
jo ye bata hai keh dil kitna sahe hai
- a d e e L - says:
han me bak
..NADIR.. says:
aur kitna ghalat
..NADIR.. says:
jo cheezein aap ki body main fit ki gai hain
..NADIR.. says:
un sub ka poora poora faida uthein
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
dekho
..NADIR.. says:
dil aur dimagh dono istemaal main laein
..NADIR.. says:
kya?
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
dkho
..NADIR.. says:
kya ?
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
brain thinks rationally
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
but the heart does not rationalize
..NADIR.. says:
abey bhai... ye phir shuro ho gaya rocket science
- a d e e L - says:
abay yeh kya baatein ho rahee hain
- a d e e L - says:
ye ok i agree with sameer
- a d e e L - says:
but still...we cant keep blance between the 2 while mking ny kinda decision or do we..
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
you see that is the point
- a d e e L - says:
we lways tend to fll t one side in our whole life
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
heart always makes a decision
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
the brain either supports it with logic
- a d e e L - says:
until the point we relise we would hve kept the balnce but then we dont hve ny decision to mke
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
or rejects
- a d e e L - says:
wat if the brain goes againt any decision but still we go with it
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
but not all decision can be made by the brain
- a d e e L - says:
then wat
..NADIR.. says:
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
that is the point
- a d e e L - says:
n how so we maintain the balance
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
[nadir sabar karo, kabhi kabhi ache batein sun leni chahein]
- a d e e L - says:
but first of all do we need to maintain this balance
- a d e e L - says:
if yes then why ?
- a d e e L - says:
cuz to me...its not necessary to maintain balance

How can you see into my eyes like open doors has been added to the conversation.

Qurat-ul-Ain has been added to the conversation.

- a d e e L - says:
its like either we do something or not
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
somethings in life intially can not be rationalized
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
in the beginning you believe in Allah not because your brain tells you but because your heart tells you
..NADIR.. says:
apne modem main masla hai
so sorry for DC
- a d e e L - says:
- a d e e L - says:
but first of all do we need to maintain this balance
- a d e e L - says:
if yes then why ?
- a d e e L - says:
cuz to me...its not necessary to maintain balance
- a d e e L - says:
its like either we do something or not

How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
the brain reaches that level of maturity much later
- a d e e L - says:
yea ok...but how do we know that our brain has reached the level of maturity...
- a d e e L - says:
cuz we can compare things n decisions like other ppl in the world
- a d e e L - says:
??
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
no
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
that can not be a standard
- a d e e L - says:
then wat is the standard or wat r the standards
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
but yes when we can compare & evaluate our own decisions
- a d e e L - says:
ok ok...
- a d e e L - says:
but then when other ppl take it as a wrong move in our life or watever...n the comment at that time..baday hojao, bachon waali baatein na kero...
- a d e e L - says:
etc etc...
- a d e e L - says:
or like#
- a d e e L - says:
u must have think abt it b4 doing.n blah blah
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
the point is no decision in life is wrong until provrn wrong
- a d e e L - says:
n who can prove it wrong..?
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
no one but yourself
- a d e e L - says:
how n when..?
- a d e e L - says:
with the time ?
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
listen adeel
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
we always deep inside knw whts wrong or right
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
doesnt matter wht age we r off
..NADIR.. says:
thats the voice of teh heart
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
may be +5 yrs
..NADIR.. says:
the inner feelings....
..NADIR.. says:
thy ey come from your heart !!!
..NADIR.. says:
Dil Tou Pagal Hai
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
and 80% of religion is humanity
- a d e e L - says:
ok ok..
- a d e e L - says:
but when our decision goes bad...
- a d e e L - says:
who should we blame...
- a d e e L - says:
i know ourself.
- a d e e L - says:
but i mean heart or brain ?
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
whn decions go bad
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
thy do cuz we evolve
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
everythign evolve with time
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
most of the decisions r right whn taken
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
hmm let me give you an example
Qurat-ul-Ain says:
but everything need to be maintained
..NADIR.. says:
..NADIR.. says:
sub loog aik hi baat keh rahe hain
- a d e e L - says:
jii jii bolein
..NADIR.. says:
alaag alaag style main
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
you like someone
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
and you want to be with them
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
people appose you but you still continue
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
and then you are together
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
then something bad happens
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
(sickness, accident, seperation ect)
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
then the people who ooposed you will feel they were right
- a d e e L - says:
nah nah...
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
but you might still feel they are wrong
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
because
- a d e e L - says:
abay nahin bhai
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
of what you shared
- a d e e L - says:
i would never feel ke they were rite..
- a d e e L - says:
i will accept it as my fate , wat Allah has written
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
when did I say you would
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
I said they will feel they were right
- a d e e L - says:
ok
- a d e e L - says:
ooops you nahin dekha thaa
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
so what does this make your decision
- a d e e L - says:
rite ....
- a d e e L - says:
to em
- a d e e L - says:
*me
- a d e e L - says:
??
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
both in your positions
- a d e e L - says:
why both ?
..NADIR.. says:
bhai.. sameer ki baat main dum tou hai
..NADIR.. says:
larke ne buhat ghehri baat ki hai
- a d e e L - says:
why do i evaluate my decision with their perspective ?
- a d e e L - says:
i did wat i felt was rite...or was rite
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
no you don't
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
they do themselves
- a d e e L - says:
wat ?
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
but doesn't this differ what is your right & wrong to what is others
- a d e e L - says:
may be..!
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
so then how can there be a standard
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
that means everyone is rightin their own prespective
- a d e e L - says:
haan tu dats wat i was saying
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
then who is wrong
- a d e e L - says:
thats wat my question
- a d e e L - says:
who should we blame ?
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
blame?
- a d e e L - says:
wat influenced us to make the decision heart or brain...?
- a d e e L - says:
blame for being wrong
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
blame for what
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
first come to teh conclusion whether you are right or wrong
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
then the one who made the decision
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
if heart then heart is wrong
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
if brain then brain is wrong
- a d e e L - says:
abay regarding ur example...i did wat was rite...
- a d e e L - says:
i was rite
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
so then there is no blame
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
listen another thing there is no such thing as was right
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
you are either right or wrong

Qurat-ul-Ain has left the conversation.

- a d e e L - says:
abay bhai.....
- a d e e L - says:
this is wat i was saying bai
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
the influence of time is not all that subtle
- a d e e L - says:
plz explain
..NADIR.. says:
lo annie bhaag gai
..NADIR.. says:
tum loogon ne bhaga diya usko !
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
yaar bhaag mein bhi raha hoon
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
its late 1:30
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
and I have office tomorrow
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
and I really haven't been getting uch sleep
..NADIR.. says:
abey yaar.. tou soja na
- a d e e L - says:
ok ok
- a d e e L - says:
abay yaar sameer
- a d e e L - says:
bhai wat abt ur pre?
..NADIR.. says:
yaar tou neend poori kara kar bhai
- a d e e L - says:
abay aaj nadir class mein nahin gaya so raha thaa class ke time pe
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
we will finish this conversation later
- a d e e L - says:
khekhekhekhekhekhe
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
ok
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
take care guys
How can you see into my eyes like open doors says:
Allah Hafiz
- a d e e L - says:
take care
- a d e e L - says:
Allah Hafiz

How can you see into my eyes like open doors has left the conversation.

Friday, April 27, 2007

Giving

I am back after some time...dealing with some unfinished business..and now what..there are still some..waiting for my attention..i guess i should not let them wait....or do I...?

I will figure it out soon enough..

As for now..
What do we really mean when we say giving in relationship....?

What exactly do we talk about...
which relationships, giving what, and more importantly why do we really need to give whom should we give they person with whom we are in relationship or to those who help us in starting, keeping and building it....?

These were the some questions which I dont want to kepp them unanswered...

Thursday, March 01, 2007

A Bit of Reality

One day you asked me what I love more, you or my life, and when I said that My Life.
You walked away from me without knowing.., that your were My Life...

A wise physician said to me, "I have been practicing medicine for 30 years and I have presribed many things. But in the long run I have learned that for most of what ails the human creature, the best medicines are LOVE and TRUST....."

"What if it doesn't work..?" I asked..
"Double the dose" he replied....

And when I did that.....
It was taken for granted and at that time I realised that holding someone close to the heart because you might wake up one day and realise that you have lost a diamond while you were busy collecting stones...

Thats what happened to me....
Now I know that giving someone all my love is not an assurance that I;ll be loved back..
I just dont expect love, infact I dont expect anything in return, all I do is to wait for it to grow in the heart, but if it does not.......!

Inspired

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Dreams

It's only the beginning now ...
a pathway yet unknown
At times the sound of other steps ...
sometimes we walk alone
The best beginnings of our lives
May sometimes end in sorrow
But even on our darkest days
The sun will shine tomorrow.
So we must do our very best
Whatever life may bring
And look beyond the winter chill
To smell the breath of spring.
Into each life will always come
A time to start anew
A new beginning for each heart
As fresh as morning dew.
Although the cares of life are great
And hands are bowed so low
The storms of life will leave behind
The wonder of a rainbow.
The years will never take away
Our chance to start a new
It's only the beginning now
So dreams can still come true
Inspired

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Me

I was a troubled soul

I had a worried mind drifting from place to place

I was the restless kind right there in front to me bright as the light of day you saw a broken girl you loved me anyway and if

I sprouted wings

I would not be amazed cause faith is a mystery that rocks me for days and days and day and

I could be in the street i could be on a train or struck in some doorway down in the pouring rain now there is not one place that doesn't feel like home no matter where i go i know i'm not alone

I've never been so sure of love and if i sprouted wings

I would not be amazed cause faith is a mystery that rocks me for days and days and day oh you can ask me once and

I will tell you twice no one's convincing me this isn't paradise and if

I cause you pain i'd only hurt myself cause we have a righteous love i feel for on one else.

Friday, January 05, 2007

Remember..!

Whenever anyone leaves...theres only one thing ...
Dont forget me...so do I...
but do we really mean it or it is just a line before a life long good bye...!
enywayz...Upon leaving...lots n lots of promises are made...
new gifts are to be brought with the stories of new beings and places, only for the waiting eyes....!
All the eyes are now freezed but no one came back....only thing came was the cold air from the opened door..
Everyone has left now....assuming that its too late for the return frozen eyes are now closed and so the door....days have passed...new beings came....
And finally the return was made...just in time....!
But it was just too late..!

The Trip

Date: Dec, 27 2006
Birmingham-Bradford

I woke up at 9:30 am and then woke my friend who was accompanying me on the trip and sleeping like a dog.

It took me an hour to get ready, the next step was to call the cab....usually the cab arrives on time-ie. with in 5 minutes after the call but this SOB took more than 20 minutes to arrive.

We reached the coach station with only 5 minutes remaining for the bus to leave....
Bus...National Express service no. 321....
finally the bus left for bradford...and the trip started atlast.......

The first 30 minutes were very exciting as the view from the window was wonderful, as the time passed the journey was becoming more n more lousy....because the sun had gone down it was dark with the rain and the surroundings were not even visible.

Atlast we arrive at bradford accompanied by the drizzle,,,,,,,at the bus station bhai sadi was there to receive...from there we walked to a local store(remember it was drizzling all the time) bought some grocery and house hold stuff and then had a cab which took us to 133-Gladstone street....a 2 star residency......not a perfect hotel but still it had all the basic necessities for the living and entertainment.
Had a UKFC zinger with fries....and the program for bowling was on the cards.

Later in the night around 9:30 we left for bowling to hollywood bowl ....had some fun...i mean by bowling..10 guys were there in all 2 groups of 5 each were made....85 was the highest score in the1st group and in my group top score was 106 n i stood 2nd with 101...bad night...:(...but never mind...that day ended here.....

Date: Dec, 28 2006

The next day.....woke up at 1:00 pm.....spent some time at the internet...doing what..nothing...:)..believe me its also very hard thing to do..i mean by doing nothing...
around 3 pm we thought to have some English breakfast which included....pan cakes, bread, eggs, beans with chees, mayo and some tropical mix juice flavoured like the cough syrup....and to add the desi touch.....tea arrived....!...after the breakfast at 3:30pm went again to internet doing again NOTHING...
Later in the night went to the movie NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM starring BEN STILLER....it was a nice comedy flick.......after the movie came back home and had the dinner...and it was BIRYANI.....wat a end to the day.....wonderful....!..after that went to sleep cuz my dream mates were waiting for me;)

Date: Dec, 29 2006

As usual woke up late...infact very late....had the breakfast comprising of eggs n bread...came to internet...doing nothing....later in the night program for the club n pool was finalised....
so went to club at 11:30 and then to pool at 3:00 am spend 2 hrs over there n then came back home at 6 in the morning..the date was changed to Dec, 30 2006..

Date: Dec, 30 2006----->contd

at that time I decide not to sleep ptherwise i'll mis my eid prayers....but i slept...wake up 9:00 to get the 9:30 prayers....got ready in 15 minutes n ran to the mosque....after the prayers came back home and slept again and then woke up at 6 in the evening....came to internet....for 10 minutes...and then decided to have breakfast....although it wasn't the time for breakfast but who cares...so i went to the kitchen..and there..it was the green chicken...under heavy fire..i mean the dinner was getting ready....so i waited for it...and till then decided to have a shower....after the shower had the dinner...and get ready for pool...but what happened next is a lil strange...as after the dinner i felt heavily influenced by the sleep..so i went back to sleep as we had to cath the bus the next morning at 10:20 for london....

Date: Dec, 31 2006
Bradford-London

Wake up at 8:30....had the breakfast of puris and sabzi of aloo and chana....yummmi...it was jst too delicious to tell.....:)
called the cab to get the bus station and then had in the bus no. 561...the journey towards london started at 10:30....the travelling time was 5 hrs....damn...!
the journey was made entertaining when 3 guys enter the bus wearing some techni color dresses...aka govinda...but the guys were brits...as they were drunk..soon one of them started to sing a song....and time by time....some words were thrown at the bus driver also...after some time they lie on the bus floor....why...nobody knows.....!!
Finally we arrive at victoria coach station and made our way to east london.....where the delicious achar chacken was waiting for us......while having dinner we discussed the last night of 2006 and were lanning how to welcome 2007...finally we decided to go to london eye for the new yr's eve fireworks..so we left at 10:30pm and reached london eye at 11:40 where thousands of people gathered to welcome the new yr in style....

Date: Jan, 1 2007

The clock struck 12 and the fireworks started.....and continued for 20 minutes and during these 20 minutes the night was converted into day and the sky was filled with firecrakers of different colors.
After this entertainment we planned to go home but found ourselves in a very critical sitution, we were stuck at the waterloo station with no access to the tubes and any sort of public transport and the panic doubled when we realised that one of our friend was missing and we had to find him. The cell phone network was also down which created ample of disturbance in communicating with our friend. After 2 hrs of fatigue we finally managed to find our lost friend and move to a place where acrowd of people were heading towards a train fully loaded to its maximum capacity but anyhow we 6 guys got our feet in the train. Rite then we saw another empty train arriving at the parallel platform, without thinking or asking anyone one of our friend, who was lost earlier, jumped for that train and so did the rest of us....after 5 minutes the doors closed and the train started to move...this movement brought some smileys on tensed faces and in this excitement we waived to the people left behind on the platform but soon again the panic started when we realise that this is a national rail service and we are heading somewhere outside london, we all were stunned yet excited to complete a journey. After few minutes the train stopped at the station where the same left alone guy took off from the train and we followed him again not knowing why we were doing so...Amazingly this decision turned out to be rite and we found the access to tube from the station, this was the direct tube service to our destination but at a very long route.
The train got loaded on every station and we safely arrive at our destination, went to a fast food place to have something in our late night dinner,,,,,went home had dinner while discussing today's advernture and then slept somewhere around 4:30 am.
It was one hell of an adventure and a new yr night that will remain in my memory forever .... although it was a nice outing but no way near the new yrs night at the TIMES SQR NYC...
We woke up at 1 pm in the day.....and had very delicious half fried eggs made by bhai Talha, the resident of the flat where we were living in london....
Later in the early evening we went to meet one of aunts who lives somewhere at edgware road, when we arrived at edgware and I called her but she sounded as she dont want to meet me....and made some lame excuses, there went my plan down the drain and we came up with a new plan of having a dinner at nearby lebanese resturant.
The food was damn good...consisting of shawermas, hamous, mutabbal, grilled chicken, shish kebabs and shish koftas with the drinks(non alcoholic). When wwe finished it started to rain pretty heavily.....but still we went to have an ice cream on my insistance.
Later we went to vist a shopping centre HARRODS which was the replacement in a plan for BUCKINGHAM PALACE due to the heavy rainfall.
At the harrods the discount offers were attractive only if would had some extra quids...after the short trip of place we went out where my mate Nadir was stunned by the collection of some world's most expensive vehicles including maybach, rolls royce, mercedes kompressor 6 door limou. From there we took a bus to leicester sqr and had a photo session in the middle of the road, from there we head to london bridge and continued the photo session, it was damn cold there we browse the place in a glance, after that we were off to home...on the way back we stopped at kebabish resturant and had for the dinner...then bhai sadi took us to anand paan shop----the place was filled with various kind of masalas......there were various kinds of mixtures named after famous south asian celebraties like........Amitabh Bachan, Karishma Kapoor, Kareena Kapoor, SRK, Hrithik Roshan, Amisha Patel, Kajol, Reema, K3G etc...After taking the mix of all these we finally made our way to home......and slept around 2:30....in the night...

Date: Jan, 2 2007

We woke up at 10:30 am and got ourselves ready in 20 minutes for day full of entertainment including london eye, river cruise and madam tusaaud museum....
Our first destination was to get the tickets for these 3 places which was one hell of a task as there were many people waiting in queue, it took us around half an hr to get the tickets....then we head to the london eye...took the half an hr ride came down and ran towards the cruise as it was leaving in 15 minutes.....the cruise took us on river thames and was providing the brief introduction about the surrounding. It was the 40 minutes of highly enjoyable adventure.
Then we reach the MT musuem at 3:30 pm...during the 3 hr stay in the museum we encountered some famous celebrity wax models architect to portray a real life look, followed by the ride throught the ages of England.....it ended with a short movie about the stars hosted by a beautiful young lady in the red. But we only took the beautiful memory of that lady in the red whn we came out of the museum. Thus our trip ended in the disappointment of not taking any pictures with her which we thought of...It was the end of our beautiful day's adventure from there we went to book our tickets for the next day's return to birmingham....and after getting our seats confirmed we head to east hounslow for some fast food stuf...and after that went back home.....At home we were entertained by the ever alive comedy show by umer shrif and moin akhter and after we slept at around 5:30 am in the intending to get up early and catch the bus at 2:30 pm..

Date: Jan, 3 2007
London-Birmingham

Unlike our plan of waking up early, it turned to be totally opposite when we found ourselves in the situation where 2 of our mates might mis the bus to bradford...but some how we quickly packed out things and headed to the coach station, luckily we reached there just in time and bradis got their bus...
Me and Nadir had to wait for half an hr as our bus to birmingham was at 3:00pm, till then we had our brunch.
Finally our bus arrived....(by the way our bus number was 420)...we go on the bus and took the front seat and were joined by the beautiful young lady just one seat ahead of us....The environment of the bus was very warm and soon we found out that the ac of the bus is not working and the lousy driver could not do anything till 30 minutes or untill we reach the motorway...all the passengers were feeling warm and started to take off their warm clothes and so did the beautiful lady sitting ahead of us.
Finally we arrive in birmingham at almost 6:00 pm....
Got our luggage and took a cab to home.
This was the end of our week long adventure starting in 2006 and ending in 2007...
The route was Birmingham-Bradford-London-Birminaghm.