Ashes

"Take some ashes," she said, lifting the velvet bag to me.
My hand, suspended in air.
My eyes, looking away.
Past his face, past his being, in the roar of the sea.
"Take some ashes," she said again.
This is your friend.
Don't be afraid.

I reached into the grey dust,
Touching her. Touching what was left of her.
I held the ashes.

The waves, oblivious to us, roared, and continued to roar.
They would not be stilled.
But we came for silence.
We came for ceremony.
We came to yield her ashes to the sea,
To a silent sea.

Aware of the ashes in my palm.
Aware of the growing warmth of the ashes
In my palm.
Warmer and warmer until I felt the heat of Communion.

Opening my hand, I blew the ashes toward the sea.

"Don''t be afraid," I said.
And the sea, claiming her, rose like a temple before me.

Smoke

The cigarette burns, silence resonates,
Swirling in the smoke, your voice, my name,
Words said, promises made, rotate….
I marvel, “is everything same?”

In the flame burns my bleeding heart,
I give death to immortal love,
I sever life’s darkest part,
The last beacon in dusk.

My memories, I burn one by one,
I see vital signs vanish.
Stinging me, deeds undone.
Array of thoughts, I banish.

Dreams shattered, now depart…
The last hopes, I discard.
Swirling in the smoke, your voice, my name
The cigarette burns, silence resonates.

Cemetry of Glee

i stud my words on this dark canvas,
my thoughts and grief i weave,
a shoulder, a hand, i crave for,
a secret in my eyes concealed.

a cry unheard, a heart that bleeds,
my soul dies with dead leaves,
demised my hopes, slain my aims,
engraved in chapters of life i read.

lifeless my passion , useless my fight,
conundrum of fate i perceive.
rosary of memories, my last belonging,
with the last prayer and plea.

majestic madness, seductive sadness,
gifts from God, received.
this untracked path i walk on,
cemetry of glee i reach...

Dreamed of Being

I dreamed, I did not know
The love I'd feel today;
The height of my true feelings,
And the depths they would portray.

And if I had one wish today,
A simple wish t'would be ...
Is that the love we feel this moment,
Lasts eternally.
And by our presence here today,
And for the love we share,
I thank you for our yesterdays
That brought us to be here.

But more than this, I vow to you,
My wishes yet to come ...
Tomorrow's dreams and fantasies,
This day that we are one.I promise to remember
In the future years and days,
The love I feel for you this moment ...
... Dreams fulfilled today.Yesterday we dreamed of what might be;
Today we validate our love;
And tomorrow we will cherish the life we have shared as one.

Life

The sun glaze on the water
The mirror of your image
I carry it along with me forever;
Memories I cherish shimmer on the surface;
It... Read More’s a long time I remember;
Forever, forever…
It’s still fresh as the morning dew.
The laughter resounding in the air;
The tears glittering on your checks;
The twinkle in your eyes;
The smile on your mouth…
Forever, forever;
It’s a long time I remember.
It’s still new as the tender breeze.
The long walks on the sand
The drizzle in the shower of rain
The soft touch of earth
It’s a long time I remember;
Lets the life remain evergreen
Forever, forever.

You

what magic did that first gaze do to me…
the magic that made this heart, yours forever…
whatever’s gonna happen now, doesn’t matter to me…
let’s celebrate this moment of love, together…
here i am now, and here you are…

you are in each and every prayer of mine…
without you, each moment has no shine…
with you these heartbeats are on cloud nine…

there’s only love over here…
definitely something in here…
since I met you, one fine day…
ever since i was lost in your love….

each moment apart from you, drove me insane..
this feeling of love, brings some pain…
my thirst for you, makes my thoughts go plain…

there’s only love over here…
definitely something in here…

Something Special

SOMETHING SPECIAL

There was a time when I was alone a time when I felt myself lonely when I used to get scare from on goings when I was worried about everything about the surroundings, everything usual every day couldn't become a memory but more like a regular day of my lifeand now it seems something special I used to do with a routine but never thought of something I missed even I used to take a pen with me that I never forgotten any time its still the same but there is something now that is not with me that now it seems something special When she was around I was happy though I am still happy even if she has gone but now the sweet memories is like wine those were used to be grapes once, for me when I had everything and when I was complete that now it seems something special We enjoyed every part, every second and she cried and sometimes made me worried but I know she is sensitive and crazy and there is always a nature no one can change we laughed, we cared, we shared the best time whenever it could be possible to make our time the best that now it seems something special I felt a warmth in her hands before leaving I felt a love forever, I was lazy who couldn't react to stop her, just because I had to respect her respect because she is my love and to respect her so we could understand each other I know she loves me loves me like crazy, but I have some restrictions too to see our best time together and ever I did not want to let her go forever that now it seems something special I believe we will see ourselves together I believe we could share our lives together but to see ourselves happy...we don't want to see others worried we believe in love so there should be more love for us from other people too I know she understands and she can well imagine and I know she is smart to understand that now it seems something special I know she understands that if there is love there should not be any hatred around she loves me and I love her that now it seems something special...........